DANIELLE HOPE
from THE STONE SHIP
Learning a Language
I walk to the woodland
to seek shapes
in moss stained on trees.
But there is no tapestry.
Only bark that is hard
a trail of straw footsteps
in the weave of dead leaves
and sunlight
a path that disappears.
I walk to the canal
to catch words in water
before they splash over lock
and drill stone.
But even if I take a stick
and trouble the glaze with my name
ripples remain unintelligible.
A coot swims crooked circles
under a pulsing bridge.
Is it that this language is indistinct?
Or am I blind
unable to tell line
from shadow, green from grey?
Or both?
Uneasy travellers
destined to read different alphabets
draw arrow as sail-boat
twenty types of twilight
discerned as one.
And I walk to the sea
to look for messages in dunes
and sea-grass
but find a tangle of red flowers I cannot identify.
The sea shuffles
illegible scatters of sand.
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Sirs
Please find enclosed one computer generated
application
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your deadline, included as requested a coupon
from the Sunday Times
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Encourage the panel to forgive
my signature.
Not yet sufficiently distinguished.
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my sur-name
seem double-barrelled.
I practise hinting that daddy walked
grouse moors
rather than an allotment.
The idea of window tables in restaurants
is attractive
or the inspector on the train agreeing
the queue was too tedious for me to buy
a ticket –
Fat credit at the bank
no waiting at the doctors’ surgery.
A smart seat
at the opera, hot American enthusiasm.
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again ask, is it Mrs, Miss or Ms?
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JANE KIRWAN
from THE MAN WHO SOLD MIRRORS
Width of a River
The bridge is delicate yet rooted, silent
it only sings when wind drifts
against the metal. There are lights fixed
to strings that knit
the steel supports.
Each time
we meet at different points.
Certain days the river shivers grey
and deep, others it’s loud enough
to drown
our fumbled greetings.
You carry shadows of other bridges.
One I saw when we first met,
concrete with guard posts.
There was a solitary figure,
black sedan speeding,
an opening car door.
I fail to ask if you can see
through the loosely woven slats
our reflections in the water
but you are curious,
proffer the careful questions.
Without Resolution
You draw a diagram connecting moon and earth,
with black ink, score in radiating lines.
You mark the ratio of circle to diameter
add some smaller globes, a shadowed sun.
Disturbingly, you give the moon a blurred circumference
insist on the beauty of pi,
confusing me with formulae
that are fixed and infinite. Certainty has hooks.
We share a sun and moon.
We do not share a common speech.
I do not know your words for wax and wane.
The lines are hard as arrows to a bull. Planets
you have strewn like bubbles, balls that shimmer.
There’s an equation for surface tension
that says why rainbows so reflected shiver, settle, vanish.
I Am Consumed with Anger,
says Mme de Sennones
(‘Mme De Senonnes’ Ingres 1814)
You set me in a room
with ornate mirrors
on a chaise-longue
– the couch I had
when I was young
is in my father’s attic,
plush ripped,
stuffing spilled –
pose me, spine curved:
look lazy.
I ask you to be truthful
for I’m consumed with anger
then dream I’m lying on a path,
my back to the abyss.
A former lover leaping
deftly as a goat
descends and waves then
disappears.
You paint the pools
of perfumed air
as I store my rage
in parcels
plait them into silk, twisting
the rings on my fingers
while your brush curves
down my back.
You have given me
the mirror.
Its filmy space reassures
my fury safe
so I can nurse it
while you fret
at my pale pulsating
skin. Tell me to
stop breathing.
Those short hot
waking breaths.
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